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4 comments | Tuesday, May 10, 2005


"yeh raat , yeh taare, yeh chaand
aur yeh chaandni usee ke hote hai,
jo kisi ke hote hue bhi, kisi ke nahin
hote...
"



Today was a mixed day... I dont know, my mind went thru a lot of turmoil today, its been like a stormy night, with shades of beautiful lightning sparks and also scary thunder sounds. I am still not able to figure out the cause of my current state of mind. I remember the innumerable discussions with my mom over the lunch and dinner table as to how change is inevitable and change is the only constant thing... Also the stubborn statements that every change happens for good!!

I am running my last 20 days in my current work place... Everybody tells me... "Come on man! Everyone shift jobs... thats the order of the day.. wats the big deal about it??" But, somehow, I cannot think in that lines... coz my current job is not "Just another job" for me! definitely not! Your first job is always close to your heart.. that way, this job is the closest to my heart and whatever little i did as part of my official life at my current workplace is one of the best of times I have had in my life. I just love every single thing about this place... the building, the desk... the lunch table...

If all this is true.. why do I want to lose all these? Coz this world always works with this vague formula that Its always something at the expense of something... So,Starting this June, I will have a new workplace, new desk, new collegues... (Sony & Soumya... Will miss you guys loads and loads, and I duno if I would ever find such great company in any other place... )

The show has to go on.... May be I will call u guys up and say "Kalimbadiloolaaaaaa!!!!!" and a few more vague statements... May be I will just walk in some odd day lunch time and talk continuos nonsense as i always did... May be u guys will finally get bored with me... May be you guys will stop missing me.... :D:D

Whetever that is... Still the show has to go on... I have to go on too....
"Dil chahta hai, Kabhie na beetein chamkeele din
"Dil chahta hai, Hum na rahein kabhee yaaron ke bin....."

Okay, the post might look as discontinuous as it can get, but its a direct reflection of my state of mind at 7:25PM IST on 10th May 2005

goodnite!

4 Comments:

Blogger asha said...

Hey dear...
well dint know that u really loved ur office this much....ofcourse evryone loves their first job...i dont know how to console u...bcos even i am in the same state...u atleast have some 2 more weeks to go but imagine me just 4 more days with my best of pals....but dude i am happy i am comin to banglore ...so whatever happens is for our own good ..may be u will find better colleagues...change is always a good thing .So dont be sad ...just think even if ur sad things will happen the way it shud so i see no point in bein sad ...if bein sad really mattered everyone wud be that sad accordin to the problem n the problem wud be solved.But thats not the way it works...so cheer up and be happy with whats happening...

6:18 PM

 
Anonymous Sonie said...

i know the countdown has begun. just don't know how we'll ever work in the office withou u. :) ya actually we work...inspite of the constant blabber, general noise, freaky sounds and all that earth shattering insanity that come out of u. i'll miss the perpetual entertainment. there can be no replacement for u.

4:39 PM

 
Blogger Harish Sivaramakrishnan said...

Thanks sony... that was so sweeet! kalimbadiloooolaaaah! zumbido!!!!

4:40 PM

 
Blogger sou said...

Aniyan... there are new worlds to conquer.. new civilizations to convert...a whole lotta unsuspecting candidates waiting for your pearls of insanity :D

Sony & I.. well, we'll still be here..you just have to turn back and we'll be there waiting for ur kalimbadiloooolaaaahs! Oh man! I'm reallly gonna miss ur particular brand of craziness ! On with life I say...

10:07 PM

 

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